Monday, November 24, 2008

It still hurts at times...

I was putting away items from Anthony and my relationship the other day. The teddy bear, pictures, scrapbook, and other items as well.

I know that it will still take time to heal from it, but I was going through the scrapbook, and I was looking at the pictures and reading the captions under them. One was a short story about how Anthony and I met at the Lakes Mall in Muskegon.

"He held my hand and hasn't let go since."

But he has let go, and it still hurts. I'm still not ready to be around him, but I still want to know how he's doing. It's so hard having the new house only 10 minutes away from Sharpe BMW, and wanting to go over and see him, but we're not dating anymore.

He's moved on. I've started to move on. Life is better now that it was a month, two months ago. I'm happy for the time that we had, and losing him isn't the end of the world. It was only a chapter in my life. But that chapter is over now.

So please, just say a little prayer from time to time. It still hurts, but life is so much better. I'm happier now.

Thanks!
Love,
Me

1 comment:

peg said...

Very thoughtful and well said. I am sorry you still feel pain. That's understandable with the holidays coming. I love you very much.